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amitypark - saltwater
03:00
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ghost hands
touching skin
dosed up
nothingness
hard to
swallow lies
heartbreaks
swollen eyes
shoulders shifted
so conflicted
ask for help
but you won't listen
it was useless
dead responses
empty questions
cut your losses
hushed voices whisper secrets only we can know
tough choices leave us bleeding in the undertow
feeling heavy in my chest simply letting go
hands around my neck like I'm hanging from a rope
lungs burning, bodies turning like it's all we know
eyes searching through the shadows looking for a ghost
empty vessels in my heart filled with saltwater
maybe now I'll drown the demons that still haunt her
please wait
don't go
I'm fine with living like I'm walking on the edge of the knife
saltwater
seafoam
I'm fine and I can't breathe but I'm thinking maybe that's alright
a dying language
between you and me
critically endangered
a heart that won't beat
making sad excuses
and simply denying
fucking useless
you say that you're trying
maybe don't
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I’m feeling alright with this blood dripping down my arm
I become the night with my lungs leaking out these words
know it isn’t right but the bodies piling up and on
I put up a fight but I know that I’ll succumb to her
any second now
I’m falling off and down
everything I left behind I burned it to the ground
I feel in the heat
the moment’s come to me
barrel to my temple catching bullets with my teeth
suffer in the silence
casting shadows, vibrance
everything around me fades away to shades of grey
fire gunshots in the quiet of the night
candlelight rituals call demons on my shoulders
telling me “give up the fight”
hard to talk about
sometimes I want to die
something in my brain that has haunted me for my whole life
hard to think about
even harder to survive
something that I can’t escape that hurts me every time I try
something I can’t escape
and it hurts just to try
I’m feeling alright with this blood dripping down my arm
I become the night with my lungs leaking out these words
know it isn’t right but the bodies piling up and on
I put up a fight but I know that I’ll succumb to her
any second now
I’m falling off and down
everything I left behind I burned it to the ground
I feel in the heat
the moment’s come to me
barrel to my temple catching bullets with my teeth
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waves break and so do I
falling to the floor
this is a cry for help
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4. |
джісаツ - i miss paxil
03:57
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5. |
джісаツ - it never ends
04:35
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